My affair didn't last through Quarantine. I and H failed in keeping things interesting during 4 months of very little in-person contact (just twice) and our texts, which were our lifeline was a struggle. The last straw was when after days and nights of anticipation counting the hours to meet, and texts the night before … Continue reading The End – Again
It is definitely getting harder and boring. There is just so much you can do when you are apart. I wasn't wired for LDR at all! Even the texts are getting repetitive and I am tired to say the same "I miss you" and to hear it back. I think would be okay if we … Continue reading QUARANTINE #DAY24
You know...I have an open marriage, so, it means that technically I don't have an affair. But H is married, or something close to a marriage as he has 3 kids with his partner. We met for an afternoon date 2 weeks ago and already presuming things would become more restricted we met again last … Continue reading Affair during Quarantine #covid-19
Since the last post, when H had to cancel our afternoon date, we have met three times. On the following Monday after my return from Paris, he invited me for lunch, and we went somewhere near my work. It wasn't enough. As he had to work a little bit more in the house, I proposed … Continue reading Affair or a Relationship?
'That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts' H, texted me that when he found out, he had to cancel our next afternoon. I don't meet H often. We plan our dates for every 3/4 weeks, and we hold tight on it, we never cancel I need to have something to looking forward to, and … Continue reading ‘That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts’
A few years ago, while I was driving my kids to school, I heard on the radio about Ashley Madison. It was when the site, created with the purpose of Married people to find an affair online, was hacked exposing the identity of many (a huge majority, men) I was shocked that such a thing … Continue reading My Ashley Madison Experience
When do you know it is time to divorce? Is it when you can't stand to hear the sound of your spouse while he/she is eating? Is it when you make plans that never include them? Is it when the slightest idea of getting intimate bring you a nausea sensation? Once I read somewhere that … Continue reading When do you know it is time to divorce?
Life is so funny. Yesterday I wrote a post saying how difficult it has been not being able to see H or even having a proper conversation with him on what's app ( where our relationship happens the most). Life has been hectic, and today when I woke up, I thought it would be the … Continue reading Can I say it is Love?
It has been a hard few days. H is busy; I am busy. Even tho we are used to having an afternoon date every four weeks, we usually try to meet between it for lunch or a kiss, and lately seems we just can't find the time. I have explained to you that I am … Continue reading The no so exciting detail of an Affair
I am just awake. I can hear the kids playing in the room next to mine. (You came home late last night) I am naked under the duvet. Lying on my side just imagining/wishing you were here kissing my neck while poking me with your erection. I open my legs a bit so you can … Continue reading Good Morning message to my lover.