There was a time in my life that I wished to be just like my friends and believe that love conquers all.
But I never had that illusion.
I have loved immensely a man that I no longer wanted in my life.
I wanted people in my life that I didn’t love that much.
There was a time that I questioned if it was wrong to see sex as leisure.
But I came with the conclusion that there is nothing wrong to have sex for fun.
I love sex.
I need sex.
Very few things make me happier than sex.
Even though I can’t do it with a certain level of intimacy, I need it as I need air.
I can have a Platonic lover that shares a bed with me without even knowing,I need an orgasm and I know how to get one.
And I need love.
Not necessarily combined.
But I have to admit that there is something special when it is combined.