There was a time…

There was a time in my life that I wished to be just like my friends and believe that love conquers all.

But I never had that illusion.

I have loved immensely a man that I no longer wanted in my life.

I wanted people in my life that I didn’t love that much.

There was a time that I questioned if it was wrong to see sex as leisure.

But I came with the conclusion that there is nothing wrong to have sex for fun.

I love sex.

I need sex.

Very few things make me happier than sex.

Even though I can’t do it with a certain level of intimacy, I need it as I need air.

I can have a Platonic lover that shares a bed with me without even knowing,I need an orgasm and I know how to get one.

And I need love.

Not necessarily combined.

But I have to admit that there is something special when it is combined.