It has been a hard few days.
H is busy; I am busy.
Even tho we are used to having an afternoon date every four weeks, we usually try to meet between it for lunch or a kiss, and lately seems we just can’t find the time.
I have explained to you that I am Demisexual, which means that I need to feel emotionally connect to someone to feel the desire to open my legs to him, and I would be lying if I tell you that it doesn’t affect me, the reality is that I hate to be so distant, but that is what we signed up for, right?
It is fucking hard to be far from the people we love, and I LOVE H, and he loves me.