So many things happened since my last post. I finished it saying I met my BF on Illicit Encounters; he was (is) also married. BF was my affair, n3. Even though it never felt like an affair in the sense we always met in public places and we were very comfortable with each other from … Continue reading Thank you, Illicit Encounters.
There wasn’t anything unusual about that day. Or maybe there was, and I didn’t pay attention. I did all the things I was supposed to do that morning – and my whole life. It wasn’t especially hot or cold, I wasn’t happy, but I wasn’t sad either. Then, in a blink of an eye, there … Continue reading Puzzle
20 days have passed since I and H went in a different direction. I didn't hear from him, he is too full of pride to even contemplate on doing it, and I honestly wouldn't have much to say, I guess. I would never settle again for what he could offer and an affair has to … Continue reading Illicit Encounters…
My affair didn't last through Quarantine. I and H failed in keeping things interesting during 4 months of very little in-person contact (just twice) and our texts, which were our lifeline was a struggle. The last straw was when after days and nights of anticipation counting the hours to meet, and texts the night before … Continue reading The End – Again
It is definitely getting harder and boring. There is just so much you can do when you are apart. I wasn't wired for LDR at all! Even the texts are getting repetitive and I am tired to say the same "I miss you" and to hear it back. I think would be okay if we … Continue reading QUARANTINE #DAY24
You know...I have an open marriage, so, it means that technically I don't have an affair. But H is married, or something close to a marriage as he has 3 kids with his partner. We met for an afternoon date 2 weeks ago and already presuming things would become more restricted we met again last … Continue reading Affair during Quarantine #covid-19
'That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts' H, texted me that when he found out, he had to cancel our next afternoon. I don't meet H often. We plan our dates for every 3/4 weeks, and we hold tight on it, we never cancel I need to have something to looking forward to, and … Continue reading ‘That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts’
A few years ago, while I was driving my kids to school, I heard on the radio about Ashley Madison. It was when the site, created with the purpose of Married people to find an affair online, was hacked exposing the identity of many (a huge majority, men) I was shocked that such a thing … Continue reading My Ashley Madison Experience
When do you know it is time to divorce? Is it when you can't stand to hear the sound of your spouse while he/she is eating? Is it when you make plans that never include them? Is it when the slightest idea of getting intimate bring you a nausea sensation? Once I read somewhere that … Continue reading When do you know it is time to divorce?
What means Being Demisexual.