Since the last post, when H had to cancel our afternoon date, we have met three times. On the following Monday after my return from Paris, he invited me for lunch, and we went somewhere near my work. It wasn't enough. As he had to work a little bit more in the house, I proposed … Continue reading Affair or a Relationship?
'That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts' H, texted me that when he found out, he had to cancel our next afternoon. I don't meet H often. We plan our dates for every 3/4 weeks, and we hold tight on it, we never cancel I need to have something to looking forward to, and … Continue reading ‘That is not a joke, It pshysically hurts’
A few years ago, while I was driving my kids to school, I heard on the radio about Ashley Madison. It was when the site, created with the purpose of Married people to find an affair online, was hacked exposing the identity of many (a huge majority, men) I was shocked that such a thing … Continue reading My Ashley Madison Experience
Life is so funny. Yesterday I wrote a post saying how difficult it has been not being able to see H or even having a proper conversation with him on what's app ( where our relationship happens the most). Life has been hectic, and today when I woke up, I thought it would be the … Continue reading Can I say it is Love?
It has been a hard few days. H is busy; I am busy. Even tho we are used to having an afternoon date every four weeks, we usually try to meet between it for lunch or a kiss, and lately seems we just can't find the time. I have explained to you that I am … Continue reading The no so exciting detail of an Affair
I am just awake. I can hear the kids playing in the room next to mine. (You came home late last night) I am naked under the duvet. Lying on my side just imagining/wishing you were here kissing my neck while poking me with your erection. I open my legs a bit so you can … Continue reading Good Morning message to my lover.
What means Being Demisexual.
Hoje eu acordei com muita vontade do H. A gente se fala todos os dias mas quem sempre manda a primeira mensagem eh ele. Nunca combinamos mas assim nossa rotina se estabeleceu. Mas hoje nao. Minha vontade dele estava tao grande que nao esperei e mandei primeiro. (Eu nunca entendi bem muheres que nao transam … Continue reading Naughty Lunch
I want to beg you, as much as I can, dear sir, to be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given … Continue reading Live The Questions
H is dirty. As vezes eu me pergunto se ele sempre foi assim ou se isso eh uma caracteristica dele comigo. As mensagens que ele me manda durante o dia deixam minha calcinha molhada. Don't get me wrong, se fosse outra pessoa me mandando nao surtiria o mesmo efeito que ele provoca. Eu e H … Continue reading Dirty, and sooo good